update

So I wanted to update but I haven't even been on my computer for a week because I have been soooo busy. I just want this quarter to be over! I am currently on my way to getting an A and 2 B's cross your fingers and it might happen. I forgot how hard it is to find time to study, now throw the scedule off by adding 11 month old twins to take care of and I am just starting to realize how difficult the next couple of years will be. I mean we still have the "terrible two's" X2 in there and potty training. What was I thinking! It will all be worth it right.
Gavin is a walker now, he mastered bending down to pick up a toy and stand back up with out falling over, and is now turning on a dime in attempt to get away from me. Tristin has been halarious, today we went to the Single Branch linger longer, as I was speaking with my bishop and could hear Tristin screaming, come to find out he had found the Piano in the back of the room and someone had tried to remove him from it. I swear he is so spoiled, but He would strum the keys and I swear that kids was singing.
I am so happy that Thanksgiving is coming and with that Chauntel and My Bud Isaac, I can't wait to see them. I love the holidays because it means family, unfortunaly I have been a brat in the past and forget what exactly that means. This also means that some family will be here and some won't but all in due time.
I love my family, they are wonderful and great. I love just having them near, it makes me happy. There are few times that I have ever not felt there love and if there is a time I wasn't looking hard enough. I hope to be as good of an example to my kids as my parents have been to me. The difference in my life now compared to a couple of months ago is huge. I owe that the savior and his love for a person like me who can't seem to get it right. I have learned so much in such a short time and I know that my heart has been filled and my mind opened. My test and trials are far from over but I have faith that the Lord will be there in my time of need, always!